Gerald Payfer

In my youth I never took the time to truly understand God. Growing up I had to overcome life threatening illness, Injuries, and constant bullying. I was always the smallest kid in class and that left me an open target. Throughout school I had always felt that if there was a god, Then I was just the butt of a cruel joke. As I entered into my young adulthood things didn't really get any better. I had a failed marriage that ended in divorce and left me nearly homeless. I fell into depression and addiction. To survive, I closed off my heart and soul to the world and kept up a happy facade. I felt lost and alone, but God had other plans. Even though I didn't recognize him, He never left my side. God never gave up on me. He used my friends and family to bring me into his arms. Through those that I held closest he began slowly chipping away at my stone heart. Over time as I learned more about God and Jesus Christ, my heart and mind began to shift. My complete acceptance came one day here at GBC. When speaking with Pastor Gary, the walls finally broke. As tears fell from my eyes the Holy Spirit entered my soul. My sins, failures and guilt began to melt away. I felt only love. Since then I have given my life to Jesus and his teachings. Trying to live the life and path that he has chosen for me.  Matthew 11:28-30 — “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.  Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.  For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”